It’s official….You are F**Ked

   A bit misleading the title to this post is, or maybe not.


 I will have to admit that after years of labeling myself a “Christian” I have decided that (ok,ok so it was a while back but anyway) I see things more in a Pantheistic or Deistic way than anything else. God represents a conscience Universe that we are all connected to in some way-shape-or form. That is to say that “The Kingdom of God is within you” is the absolute truth as the Kingdom of God is all that IS.

 God in this instance can translate into all cultures and every person. In my ventures across the intranet I seem to find the same story over and over and over again, people trying to find their way and in doing so find themselves in a very real sense, without the need of societies and the laws help as it were. Not that easy from where I stand, my observation tells me that some want labels while others want substance, words are worthless as a menu item unless deeds are a side dish.  One does not come without the other whether it is Christianity or it is Satanism or any other belief, philosophy or whatever, substance is the main dish and for the most part what I have seen regardless of ideology..well it needs salt and plenty of it imo.

  I have never been one to dumb down my thinking for the sake of being PC and regardless of my Christian or Satanic viewpoints they have never been tailored to meet the standard put before me on YT or any other social site. I AM THAT I AM and that will have to do or you can go to Hell for lack of a better term. Christianity has ceased to go “From glory to glory” as it is said. and Satanism has become a shell of itself with all this ‘let ‘s all just get along’ crap….both labels are worthless and unworthy of my time.


 Just expressing myself. 🙂



Breaking up is hard to do

      Like the title says it is hard to leave certain situations without a sense of “loss” in ones heart.  I just recently(today) dropped out of a group/website because the direction was changing and IMO not for the better. I have for the most part practiced what I call TimISM which can be summed up by saying “A true champion stands alone” in that one must see his own way and triumph/conquer his own path to see clearly as it were.

    I did not leave for any other reason but it was my only VOTE, I am not an intellectual giant nor do I have some great ideas that the world or a website should stand up and applaud me, I am simply Tim, a husband and father and grandfather those three things shape my life. My absence may go unnoticed or my former presence may and most likely will fade away in a short time but time goes on and I see this as another step in my path.

 I will miss the people for sure even those that changed the direction so that I would contemplate leaving, no grudges no hurt just time to move on. I thank those persons for giving me the opportunity to learn and hopefully teach there.

 Just a short one on the taooftim 🙂  

The mental messiah

  I have always thought of myself as ‘observant’ even to a fault. I will be sitting and watching things/people around me or reading a comment/blog/post of someone and I tend to want to read into what I observe while doing just such. I am a barstool philosopher an observationalist (yea I know not even a real word)  a somewhat ‘Critical thinker,’ (“somewhat” for those doubters of mine lol!) and this blog is just that an observation from my barstool.



 You see these “Mental messiahs” on YT,FB any and all social networks in the pulpit on TV or just the average leader of any cult or group. I am talking about people like Pat Robertson, Peter Gilmore , The Amazing Atheist, Ironcross66106(YT messiah) or for that matter Thomas Leroy(Sect of the horned god) anyone who believes that their own personal ideology somehow negates everyone else’s by their own sense of importance and look at me attitude.


  I love the arrogance in such brain fart thinking that would suggest that if you do not believe the bible to be 100% infallible and written, not inspired for everything is inspired by something, by God then you are not a “Christian” or if you do not believe in the absolutes of science and science only you are not a “Satanist” or you must be Catholic or a Baptist or a Pentecostal or a LaVey(ian) or a Theistic Satanist or any number of BS ways of boxing in any given worldview and snuffing out its ultimate goal.


  This idea of Iwannabespeacilaism (a shout out to Mr. Dread for that word)   so come follow my way is as funny as the people that make those claims. I have been there done that and can say that the universe is too large and mysterious for the pea brain of human existence to comprehend the totality of God. No one can lay claim to the final call of salvation to the world not Christians not Satanists not any one individual and that is what I believe the Avatars (ie: Jesus, Buddha, Krishna ect) were trying to say in the cultures that they were placed  and in the language and symbols/understanding of that culture. Each and every one of the “Avatars” (I would give Joseph Campbell that status in todays world) came to the  same point–The Kingdom of God is within you.


  Mental messiahs lol!  I look at them like a crap sandwich,  not going there 🙂

 Until we meet again..






To put the title in laymen’s terms (lol) it is “What the what?”.. This is my first attempt at blogging so here goes…………………………………. 🙂

I try to be a rational guy(emphasis try) but through all the observations I have made on the internet talking with a variety of individuals on a multitude of topics I just have to say “What the WHAT?” I am not the smartest person I know but I recognize the limitations on my own worldviews and that to me puts myself in the top 5-10% of the population while the others have etched their thoughts, ideas, life in stone as it were.

Let me give a few examples of a “What the what” is…

I have heard many people say that you cannot argue with people of “faith” (meaning Christians) and yet they themselves will try and tell you that they were people of “faith” for 30-20-10 yrs and so they know what they are talking about. Does anybody other than me see the contradiction in that statement? WTW?

or how about the people that abhor “Theism” and make video after video after video after video (you get my point) talking about religion all the while using a theistic idea as their atheistic worldview….Sounds like religion has more in them than they would like to admit…..WTW?

I realize people are strange and that we all as human beings see things more or less differently depending on culture, race, ect, ect and this blog is certainly the opinion of one person who is a seeker to the answers of questions unknown.Am I being irrational?

Thx for being here for me to rant lol